I rejected her and now I'm more confused than ever? What is wrong with me?

[jacobrp20]

A month ago a girl I met last year and one of my closest friends came to me & said that she liked me. I didn't quite know what to do & told her I didn't feel the same way but asked if we were still ok. She said yes but it could tell it wasn't. My friends told me I had led her on & I freaked out & unfriended her on Snapchat & Instagram so at least then we couldn't text her each other. She found out & was pretty upset and confused because we used to be so close. Since then I've been trying to make amends but I talk to her one minute & then I ignore her and I am distant the next. Then we had quite a big argument where I was a bit of a d*ck and I know I gave massive mixed signals because I contradicted everything I once said when I was flirting with her previously. I know I'm in the wrong but I could never admit it to anyone. I've had conversations with a close friend where we've spoken about how stupid a guy is to reject a girl who makes a move on him & I know this has gotten back to her through this friend. The same friend has questioned her on if she would ever go back to someone who rejected her & asked her similar questions and I know she is not stupid and has picked up on what is going on. I really don't know what to do about anything & I know I'm taking those feelings out on this situation. I looked her up on Instagram the other day and saw that her page was public so I blocked her. I can't imagine how confused she must be, especially considering this has been going on for a month. I heard that she told someone that once you reject someone that should be it, but she feels I've dragged the situation on and she can't understand why I'm like this so long after rejecting her if I genuinely meant what I said. I know when you reject someone you should just move on with your life - obviously you won't forget what's happened and things will probably never be the same as what they were before, but I just can't seem to let go of the situation at all. What is wrong with me?

[OneNineZero]

You are overthinking
Your brain or processing unit needs are
Soft reboot

[Avicenna]

It’s understandable to have second thoughts. Be sure about what you want.

[DeeRocc]

I stopped reading after the first few lines because I quickly realized that you're an idiot.

[Static_In_The_Attic]

What goes around comes around as they say.

[Iron_Man]

Try again

[In_Trance]

Live and learn