It turns out she's crazy. I know, par for the course, right?
She's Muslim. So that explains a lot, right? She told me some stuff about her experience "dating" and it was so cringe. And painful. On the one hand I'm rolling my eyes on how lame she is, and I'm disappointed that she's not more fun. She's depressive. She's not experienced and she has issues. And here's the thing. Me too.
I can't help but wonder if I was SENT BY ALLAH to help her, to give her all the love and support that I never got to help her become her best self. I mean, not really because I'm an atheist, but something like that.
Here's the thing: I'm done with being sad and depressed and ashamed of myself. I want to shine! I'm not that person anymore, that was desperate for any girl to just be nice to me.
I can kinda see myself dating a stripper.
But I think I'm actually a big ole softie. I might be deeply compassionate. I think the best part of sex is hugs and kisses.
And girls don't like that. Not even repressed Muslim girls. Because they watch tv right? They want to get FUCKED.
So maybe I should just get her drunk? I kinda would rather things progressed gradually, but I think that we really missed our shot to do the deed when it was super early and exciting. I think that would have been really affirming to her, and she's kinda disappointed.
Like I said, I'm super sensitive, and I just don't want to trigger her, to make her feel guilty... I just wish that we could be happy together.
She's Muslim. So that explains a lot, right? She told me some stuff about her experience "dating" and it was so cringe. And painful. On the one hand I'm rolling my eyes on how lame she is, and I'm disappointed that she's not more fun. She's depressive. She's not experienced and she has issues. And here's the thing. Me too.
I can't help but wonder if I was SENT BY ALLAH to help her, to give her all the love and support that I never got to help her become her best self. I mean, not really because I'm an atheist, but something like that.
Here's the thing: I'm done with being sad and depressed and ashamed of myself. I want to shine! I'm not that person anymore, that was desperate for any girl to just be nice to me.
I can kinda see myself dating a stripper.
But I think I'm actually a big ole softie. I might be deeply compassionate. I think the best part of sex is hugs and kisses.
And girls don't like that. Not even repressed Muslim girls. Because they watch tv right? They want to get FUCKED.
So maybe I should just get her drunk? I kinda would rather things progressed gradually, but I think that we really missed our shot to do the deed when it was super early and exciting. I think that would have been really affirming to her, and she's kinda disappointed.
Like I said, I'm super sensitive, and I just don't want to trigger her, to make her feel guilty... I just wish that we could be happy together.
