So I've been talking to this guy for almost 3 weeks. A week after we first started talking, we went on our first date. It was my first date ever and I was already a super shy and nervous person so I was a complete nervous wreck. But he was very nice, patient, and sweet, he kept telling me that it was okay and really tried to help me feel better. He did keep rubbing my shoulder and at the end of the night gave me a kiss on the cheek and told me to let him know when I got home.
Later he asked about a second date and I said yes. A few days ago we were supposed to go on the date but I ended up having to work so he said we would plan it for another time but he is not sure when because he's not sure what his schedule is like in advance.
And there have been a few times that he has been willing to drop everything to help me. A few days after we started talking I was driving in a really bad storm and was on the phone with him. I was having a really hard time driving and he was getting ready to get in his truck and come get me. And the other day I was upset about something and said that if I didn't feel better in the morning he would skip work to be with me. And later that night he told me that if I need him he'll be there for me, no matter the time or how tired he is.
He usually texts me good morning every day and talk every day, some days more than others and occasionally on the phone. And will sometimes tell me when he's at work and almost always tell me when he gets home.
I feel bad because I usually freeze up and don't know what to talk about but I have been getting better the longer I talk to him. But I do feel like I'm wasting his time when we sit in silence but he always tells me its okay.
I think I'm being paranoid but I sometimes wonder if he's only talking to me because he feels bad but at the same time I do feel like he really cares about me. Somehow his family already knows and they have been asking about me.