I have a crush on my surgeon but he's only getting an ego boost out of it?

[Anonymous]

He's fairly young ( early 40s). I have expressed my feelings but I can tell he's just impressed & getting an ego boost. I wrote to him that I cry a lot over him..

What should I do? How do I handle my feelings & possible rejection. When i began seeing him for visits he was looking at my chest, probably thinking I don't mind & just want to sleep with him. I guess in a way he was even expecting me to dress hot

[spartan55]

I'm sure he's married too. Gross.

[Asker]

Why gross?

[spartan55]

Because he's married? Wtf.

[Asker]

Doesn't make it gross. Gross ain't the word

[spartan55]

Disgusting?

[Fanfare690]

I don't think he can date patients

[war_daddy]

also this

[Asker]

@war_daddy after a certain time passed they can

[war_daddy]

you are too old to interest a surgeon

[Asker]

Why?

[war_daddy]

they're surgeons. they can get younger girls.

[Asker]

But I am younger

[war_daddy]

you're in your 30s. i'm talking 18

[Asker]

Even if they're not the same level?

[war_daddy]

what do you mean?

[Asker]

In a maturity sense

[Asker]

& 18 is way too underage for a 42 year old