Dating

I often wonder if I'm the problem when it comes to relationships?

My dad physically abused me as a kid so I don't know what it was like being loved by someone who was supposed to look after me. I don't know the signs of what's healthy and what isn't, I've been hit and abused and when I look back at the patterns is it ME, did I do something to deserve it? even 1 day when I wasn't reacting while my kids father was stealing our kids Christmas money and he was punching my face I didn't react.. He said i looked at him funny. I left that night carrying my daughter in my arms for miles in the snow with a bloody nose. I got involved with a man I was in love with and he used me sexually and has belittled me and called me slut and crap in bed. I've been cheated on and just used.

I just feel if I was looked after properly as a kid I wouldn't be in the situation I have with bad men.

it's my fault I pick these men who turn out to be like my dad?

I often wonder if I'm the problem when it comes to relationships?
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