How can I quit women forever?

I'm 18 years old, 5'10.5", dark-skinned, and realistically ugly. I’ve always struggled socially with women, don't even have female friends.

Every guy I see with women is either much taller, better looking, or clearly more genetically blessed than me.

I’m at a point where I’m not even trying anymore because rejection feels inevitable.

I've considered chemical castration as probably the best option going foward.

How can I quit women forever?
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