Are you polyamorous? Help I like 3-4 guys and want them all as my boyfriend & can’t choose one help?

I never had a boyfriend , never had a guy meet family & attend a family party with me and comitt to me. I wasted 7 years on a fuckboy that used me for sex & I used to be in love & my mom don’t want me be in love for men & wants me to move on fast.

so as I learned that guys waste your time and don’t want comitt I began easily liking many guys moving on easily to no longer get hurt & have broken heart.

I fell in love with one guy but he’s very cautious too shy to, moves things too slow, so progress is stuck rn.

Then only guys I don’t like ask for my number.
guys act like a boyfriend and date me but don’t ask to be his girlfriend and I’m fearful it’ll be same they want date and never meet family.

this is y I began meet many guys I like as o have no comitment & I have 4 guys at the same time I like that are special to me. But all have qualities I want in a partner but none have all those qualities mixed together in one guy. Which is y I seek them all. Im trying date them all at the same time.
i have soft spot for all these guys

Are you polyamorous? Help I like 3-4 guys and want them all as my boyfriend & can’t choose one help?
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