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I am very unmotivated, I have never done what I wanted in my life, and I don't know what to do to chance this?

Hello,

I didn't know what to do, so I came here to ask for an advice.

I am 22 and I am a university student. Since a few months now, it feels like I am not living my life, it feels like I have always lived for others. I have a lot of regrets, I tell myself I wish I could go 3-4 years back and change everything. I have always been a good student and devoted my life to the studies. But I also had a lot of dreams after highschool. I finished highschool at 19 years old and then came into a medical field. In the very beginning it seemed cool even if I wasn't that much interested but later on, especially this year regrets came. I never wanted to be 22 and sitting on a chair 24/7, I wanted to do something more interesting, I wanted for example to be a police or a pilot, but I didn't choose it because after all the studies if I took these professions my parents wouldn't have been proud. Maybe they are proud but because of their pride I have to sacrifice my life and my mental health. I have exams to retake in a month but I can't motivate myself to study well. I understand what I am studying but just the will is missing. I don't know what to do anymore and even why I am living...

I am very unmotivated, I have never done what I wanted in my life, and I don't know what to do to chance this?
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