I’m entering my third month at my new job, undergoing a six-month training where you learn new skills every couple of weeks. Unfortunately, I can't seem to 'get it right.' I find myself making mistakes daily. I often cry after work because I just want to be as normal as my peers who started at the same time as me.
While my manager doesn't say much about my mistakes, I sense it, and I know I'm seen as annoying. This is an incredibly challenging experience for me, it's my first real adult office job and I really want this job. I genuinely want to make this my career and start making some real life accomplishments , but it feels impossible.
I'm tearing up right now, realizing I messed up again today knowing they'll have to fix it Monday. It's the simplest task, yet I can't seem to remember to do it. I've never felt so stupid and slow until now.
any advice would be greatly appreciated.