Is this Adulthood?

so I’ve recently started working after my graduation and I’ve been quite busy with work back n forth. I only get time on the weekends and I’m so drained thst I want to unwind and hangout. But I’ve come to this realization that I really don’t have a single friend. Like if someone asked me who’s ur best friend i would not have a single person in my head. I’ve always spent dollars on my friends like I’d take them out get their nails done, buy them food, drop them home, even give them occasional gifts but I just never get anything in return. It sucks a lot sometimes just the reality that I don’t have a single quality person in my life. And I think I’m too old for friendships now. How do u break free from such thoughts lol
Is this Adulthood?
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