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Life just doesn't feel worth living. I go to work so I can pay for the next day's meal. I dont truly love what I do. I can't get hired by the job that I truly wanted. I never had a boyfriend because I just couldnt fall in love with anyone. I live with abusive parents who low key hate me and are jealous. I currently make ok money but am in school to further my education so I can make 180 to 200k in the next few years. I keep thinking about how life would be brighter after I make 200k but realistically, the job will come with its own set of new struggles and problems. I haven't had any new friends since covid lockdown. My old friends left the city, got married, leaving me all alone. All of them I met off craigslist. Just 2 good nice people out of the pile of degenerates on Craigslist. Making friends is difficult, especially in my city, where competition for friendships is immense due to overpopulation and its plethora of options. Most people dont even want to make friends. Those who do, are ridiculously picky. Im a good, kind person. Quiet and shy but very nice. I never get invited to any parties. When I do go to social events, I feel like I literally have to beg for people to talk to me
I am also not attractive. Though some people consider me attractive, most do not. I never get approached. Guys rarely ever show interest in me. I dont have a car to go to places I want. Driving lessons cost 100 an hr.
I just go to a job i hate and go home. Life just feels so meaningless. Anyone else get the way im feeling?
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My life is literally the exact same story only without the same level of abuse and I'm unemployed. I was never hit or beat, and I always felt loved, but I know my mom is embarrassed and ashamed of me because my life didn't turn out the way she wanted it to and she refuses to see the reality I'm in because her ego can't handle watching me live like this because it's partly her fault. I was never physically abused, but my mother still abuses me emotionally to this day. She's one of those people who when she loses an argument due to facts, she just starts making personal attacks and pretending she's a martyr and God she knows how to cut deep.
Other than those two things this is the same story of my life, and I understand where you're coming from. Winters are hard and lonely, and I start thinking about s***** a lot. When you reach a certain stage of loneliness it turns into desperation and some time's I hate my life so much I think about publicly h***ing myself or pouring gas on myself on main street and strike a match or something. I'm doing ok right now but I'm struggling with depression a lot, but I survived last winter, and this one is going better than that one, but I'd be lying through my teeth if I said I didn't hate my entire life.
Only difference between me and you is that I am employed and have a huge earning potential ahead of me. But all of this means nothing if I have nobody in life who makes me happy
Exactly, that's why I've given up. I feel like I'm just waiting to die now.
If I found out i had cancer, i wouldn't even be very upset. I would think "look on the bright side, there is an end this mindless boring misery right now"
I've literally thought the same thing sometimes I wonder why I bothered to quit smoking.
Why are you 25-29 Yeats old still living at home lol?
*years
I am still in school. I live in am expensive city. Moving out means at least 2000 a month
And why are you meeting people off Craigslist? That is not normal. If you're in school why don't you have friends there? And you're not going to start of making 180k when you graduate lol
I already am working in a good career. I already have a degree. I am just pursuing a graduate degree which will give me 200k right off the bat.
Its hard to make friends in real life. Most people in my college right now aren't even interested in having a coffee outside of school. People are just super selective on who they want to befriend as they get older
@Cormac995
A lot of these youngsters who live alone have completely no savings or investments. They pay a huge price for moving out early
@asker if you have a good career why aren't you earning enough to live on your own? If you're not able to make enough on the degree you claim to have now I doubt you'll be making 200k right after graduation. Someone is lying to you.
It's not hard to make friends in college. College is actually the easiest place to make social connections. Going on Craigslist isn't very bright nor safe so how do you expect to make 200k when you don't even think logically?
@glowupgirly5
Because I am paying 40k in tuition within 1.5 years. If i were to move out, i wouldn't have the money to pay full tuition. I would have to take out loans. Yes, i can afford to pay 40k worth of tuition within 1 yr.
I have been meeting people online for 10 years. Id you place good safeguards, you will be safe.
@asker you expect to make 200k yet dont know how to maintain safety? Girl give it up
@glowupgirly5
If i didn't know how to maintain safety then how would i still be safe and alive now?
I must be doing something right
With your type of poor judgment and decision making skills you won't be making no 200k. Craigslist?
@glowupgirly5
Thats what you are hoping for. Thats not what is true
Yes, I have often felt this way; but life is better with us here then gone before our time.