Not everyone can “love themself”

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Not everyone can “love themself”

When god created me, he made sure my arms and legs worked and I had a functioning body, he didn’t pay much attention to my looks department.

I didn’t know I was ugly until I was around 15 or so, when I started taking pictures of myself and realizing I don’t have a tumblr girls long hair and pretty face.

I realized boys didn’t like me because I wasn’t very pretty growing up.

So when I was able to I started wearing make up, buying hair extensions and working out. And after all This I honestly still had low self esteem.

I’m not gonna explain where the self hate rooted from, all I know is is that it’s just about unrepeatable.

I worked out a lot, all it did was created an eating disorder.

I put on make up, all it did was cover my face and drain my wallet

i tried saying affirmations and complementing myself

you can't force yourself to believe something you deep down don’t think is true.

I got tired of lying to myself

You can’t just “re-program your brain” to love yourself. For some people, sure they can, no offense but you’re easy to brain wash a lot of us are just stubborn and have a realistic view on the world.

I gave up trying and said F it, if I can’t force myself to like a food that makes me gag in my throat, why the hell am I trying to make myself like me?

You aren’t going to like everyone, not everyone is going to like you, in my case... well, it’s myself I don’t like.

Society promotes self love like it’s so important and so achievable like breathing air. It’s not. Some of us in fact are genetically incapable of loving ourself. That’s just our personalities.

Why fustrate those who can’t love them self into thinking they can? That’s actually rude.

I know i can’t because I’ve been alive long enough to figure out it’s not gonna happen.

Don’t you’d think that’d I’d get tired of waking up and wishing I was better looking, smarter and more important than I am?

Duh I tried fixing it, but you can only change so much.

Some of us just don’t like who we are, we aren’t ungrateful, we just would rather be much better.

Same thing with food or an object. You can wish that spinage on your plate was a cookie all you want but it’s simply not gonna change!

you can add sugar on it, salt, chocolate or whatever all you want on it or next to it

it will always be....spinage

same thing with myself. I could be a size 0, have fair skin, have a big but (all these things I actually can’t change lol) and yet id still hate who I am.

Its my nature.

so I don’t have low self esteem, I don’t have any self esteem, because nows the time to become indifferent.

Love will probably never happen for me at least again.

No one will love a person who doesn’t love them self, wait, sure they would, if they’re beautiful.

im not a beautiful woman

thus the reason why I hate myself lol

So over all, its not even me being negative, I hate myself for valid reasons. My lack of attractiveness, my lack of smarts, and unimportance.

im not ugly because I think I’m ugly.

im just ugly.

You can have low self esteem and still be hot, like I don’t think if Loren Gray hates herself or would matter, she’s beautiful, the world is still gonna be handed to her.

For me I’m ugly. It’s not my self esteem that’s gonna drive the world away from me, it’s the simple fact I’m not beautiful. It just sucks that I’m aware of that

Thats just the facts.

And I don’t like myself because of those facts.

And you don’t have to be the chef to know the food tastes like shit.

okay I’m gonna wrap this up, but I’m tired of people saying new age junk like “love yourself first” some of us are literally incapable of doing so, leave us alone.

Not everyone can “love themself”
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