My crush just told me she had sex with her ex who cheated on her and now I feel gutted?

Cuteguy135
So I've gotten to know this girl pretty well over the past couple months and I would be lying if I said I didn't have a crush on her. Anyway she's opened up to me a lot during these couple months about her insecurities and her trust issues. Briefly she mentioned her ex and how he cheated on her, and then she went on to tell me how she feels so lonely being single while hinting that she may have some feelings for me. Anyway, she snapped me today with her at a party with some friends. I said looks fun! And then an hour later she responds by telling me that the party is lit and that she just had sex with her ex #bad decisions. She sent that while drunk and she only talks about her ex if she's drunk. (It's happened only once or twice but they're always arguing). However she did have sex while sober and I did manage to find out she enjoyed it. I guess I feel gutted now because I felt like we were getting somewhere and then (remember she is dunk) sends that out of the blue! I don't know, it just hurts and I do understand she can have sex with whoever she wants.
My crush just told me she had sex with her ex who cheated on her and now I feel gutted?
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