Since then we've spoken a fair bit online and gotten to know each other quite well and I think she appreciates talking to me and how I'm supportive of her efforts in uni and other things, and how I always ask how it's going etc.
But yeah it's just strange.. that I have such strong feelings for her when I have only been in her presence twice - once for half a day and the second time for a week. All the time I always thoroughly enjoyed being around her though and being around her gave me a sense of calm.. her presence calmed me and allowed me to feel condifent.. which is very rare for me with girls. I actually think I had a crush on her as soon as I saw her for the first time actually.
And the thing is I know it could never work. She lives way north of me, and is at uni way south of me. After uni she'll have a job most likely way far away from where I'm at. Plus at uni right now she has loads of friends who she sees regularly and I'm sure I'm just a friendly acquaintance to her.. It's annoying that it's like.. feelings overpowering logic.
Right now it seems like I might get to go on the holiday again summer 2014, so I'll get to hang out with her for a week again.. and now I'm so excited that I keep thinking about it, can't easily think of anything else, and then what.. I don't see her for maybe another whole year. It's ridiculous.
What makes this happen? How can a crush like this even exist? Has anyone ever had one like this and you actually ended up in a relationship with her? I have this overwhelming desire to be with her even though I know it's not workable.
Also, how can I even have a relationship with anyone else y'know, when like in the George Harrison song, I got my mind set on her? Y'know, I can
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