But it was just depressing watching guys just make out with random girls on a whim and dance and everything. I don't want a girl like that who just does that with anyone, I want to find a girl I can relate with and one of those relationships where we both like being around each other a lot. Obviously, her being cute would be a plus.
I know its selfish of me being shy and a bit boring on the outside to wonder why I can't find a girl like this, but I feel alone. And I'm not all that boring on the inside once I get to know people, I think people will realize that I'm quite smart and interesting, but I don't know. I feel like there's someone out there who is just like me and who I could relate with, but I sure haven't met her yet. It's just depressing being the most socially inept person I can think of, its so unfair.
And to make matters worse. At the party I saw my crush from grade school who I haven't seen basically since 8th grade graduation. I guess I still have feelings for her, but it's not all that important because its more because of her looks than anything, so I should try to forget her.
Someone please offer me advice if you can.
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