Girls, Why she feels embarrassed to meet for first time, is she avoiding me to meetup?

Me and my friend (girl), have known each other for more than a year over the internet. I planned to give her gift physically for her birthday, since i was nearby at her place. However, she wasn't there when i asked her to meetup (first time to meetup). The next day, she told me she feels embarrassed to meetup due to awakwardness. I felt like some kind a polite way of saying "i can, t meetup", so i am not sure 🤔
Girls, Why she feels embarrassed to meet for first time, is she avoiding me to meetup?
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