Is this enjoying the suffering of the weak?

this is my last post so for a few days I'm getting tired of the evil, I would like to know if what I like is considered enjoying the suffering of the weak, if a person tries to defend himself or another and ends up being hurt and defeated I really enjoy that, like the case of a woman who complained to her boyfriend for flirting with another woman and he took her to a place alone and beat her for it, I enjoy that this was the case, yes a rapist rapes a child and his father or mother tries to kill the rapist and they end up injured in the attempt and failing I am quite happy, I like that people try to do justice and are hurt for it, I like that those who think they are strong end up being weakened beaten or killed by the person who attacked them first, but when things don't turn out that way I get very angry and resentful and that's when the wires get crossed and I want to hurt, in another post I said that a woman stabbed a man Y a woman out of jealousy and fought with another woman and beat her because she flirted with her boyfriend when everything happens like that I get furious if she had been the opposite I would be happy.