I don't know how to take out this mentality?

because I feel superior than other girls because I don't wear makeup, and I imagined a scenario like this and this show me that I couldn't have a help to get a comeback, and is so true, and the reputation will be ruined by just a comment like "at least I don't wear makeup" but not matter how many videos on tik tok or YouTube mocking girls like me that feels superior for not wearing makeup and feel not like other girls, I can't change it and makes me rage because I thought that something so simple like "natural beauty" would be unbeatable, and now turn out that not, that there are witty comeback against me and I couldn't do nothing, and is a hell because at the same time I feel superior than other girls, and that scenario is so embarrassing, and add more, my favorite influencer Tatiana Kaer that she is pretty without makeup and everybody tell her that and she likes hang around with boys I thought that she was "pick me" like me, this issue was 2 years ago that I have it, and I couldn't not change it, it's like part of my identity, and being a pick me sucks, becuase I want to be confident with myself with this mentality but then I remember all the comments against me that I don't know what to do and I hope tha someday change of mentality (excuse My grammar English is my second lenguage)
I dont know how to take out this mentality?
I don't know how to take out this mentality?
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