It’s been 2 years since our first date and I still can’t get over him?

I feel hurt and played by him…I’m left feeling like I’m not good enough… I really wanted to be his… I’m obsessed with him and it’s hard for me to let him go even though he wants nothing to do with me.. I get jealous of any girl he wants or follows… then I found out he was married and it shattered me but they’re in the process of divorce I was extremely jealous and hurt

I tried to hurt him get revenge on him I hate him… he refuses to talk to me

I’ll never be what he wants

It’s been 2 years since our first date and I still can’t get over him?
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