I went though my boyfriend's phone and he told another girl to stay beautiful and said a girl was literally perfect?

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I have really bad trust issues since I've been cheated on a lot (by my boyfriend now years ago) and while my boyfriend was sleeping I went through his phone. I know that that's crazy but I never look through it and for once I knew his password. Anyway, I didn't find anything really bad but I did go through his Instagram messages and he dmed a girl with a lot of followers saying "glad to see you still follow me stay beautiful chica" about a month ago. Also, in his texts with his friend he sent him pics of another hot insta girl and said that "she's literally perfect". I know these things aren't too big of a deal so I didn't get super mad but the next day I asked to see his insta messages and he went into the bathroom then came out and let me see them. He showed me the messages with the girl who he told to stay beautiful (the messages before that were "thanks for the follow" and "no problem") and he had deleted the stay beautiful message. I called him out for deleting it and he lied multiple times and said he didn't delete anything until I told him I saw the message and he apologized for deleting it. He said he loves me to death and would never hurt me but I don't know if I can trust him now. I didn't find anything else or evidence of him cheating but are these things I should worry about or be mad at? What should I do?
I went though my boyfriend's phone and he told another girl to stay beautiful and said a girl was literally perfect?
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