I've been with my boyfriend for over a year I knew from the beginning we were not the same kind of person because of are backgrounds and values but I just went along with whatever he said because I found him really hot.
He ended up really liking me and I was really shocked as he his hot, very edgy and successful and from a rich, liberal family.
Whilst I'm a average nobody with a conservative working class family. Literally like I have 10 followers on Instagram and he has 2k because he's a model/ musician.
We go to bars and I see people looking at us like "why is he with her?" Or people assume I'm his little sister it's so embarrassing but he doesn't even notice.
He has so much going for him, he can do whatever he wants in life and is so confident. whilst I work in a factory and can't do shit to save my own life.
Whenever he is talking politics with his friends I just go along with what he says even though I strongly disagree and I'm scared about being open about it because I think people think I'm dumb and that he'll think I'm a bad person for disagreeing with him. He's all for staying in the EU, agrees with everything that the feminist and LGBTQ nut jobs says and votes the green party. I know he believes in this stuff because he's a good person but locally a lot of this stuff is not good. He just goes along with what the left wing media says.
I don't even know if I love him or he loves me. I don't know if we even have a connection I feel like sometimes I'm just following him around and in his shadow but I know id never find better than him in the ways of success and attractiveness. Call me shallow but I've grown up poor and see my only way out of poverty is by marrying a rich man even if I think he's a idiot and I don't really believe in love either.
He ended up really liking me and I was really shocked as he his hot, very edgy and successful and from a rich, liberal family.
Whilst I'm a average nobody with a conservative working class family. Literally like I have 10 followers on Instagram and he has 2k because he's a model/ musician.
We go to bars and I see people looking at us like "why is he with her?" Or people assume I'm his little sister it's so embarrassing but he doesn't even notice.
He has so much going for him, he can do whatever he wants in life and is so confident. whilst I work in a factory and can't do shit to save my own life.
Whenever he is talking politics with his friends I just go along with what he says even though I strongly disagree and I'm scared about being open about it because I think people think I'm dumb and that he'll think I'm a bad person for disagreeing with him. He's all for staying in the EU, agrees with everything that the feminist and LGBTQ nut jobs says and votes the green party. I know he believes in this stuff because he's a good person but locally a lot of this stuff is not good. He just goes along with what the left wing media says.
I don't even know if I love him or he loves me. I don't know if we even have a connection I feel like sometimes I'm just following him around and in his shadow but I know id never find better than him in the ways of success and attractiveness. Call me shallow but I've grown up poor and see my only way out of poverty is by marrying a rich man even if I think he's a idiot and I don't really believe in love either.
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Apparently he wants to propose to me and I honestly can't see why. This is why it's been playing on mind. I think he finds me exciting because I've never experienced the stuff he has and likes to spoil me to see the look of surprise on my face and that gives him some kind of happiness and buzz.
Like for example if I say I like something really expensive the next day he's bought it for me and I say why did you do that and he says because you wanted it right?
Like for example if I say I like something really expensive the next day he's bought it for me and I say why did you do that and he says because you wanted it right?
