*Disclaimer* I do have an overthinking condition so please try not to judge. Just want to know people’s opinion on whether this was normal or strange. So there was an issue in a discord (gaming platform) server where someone was banned and mods (moderators) who are like higher-ups get together and make decisions on whether to ban someone or not. Anyways, i’m a moderator in that server so I have access to a private channel along with all the other moderators. I was in a voice call with my crush and a friend and we were all talking about the situation and I was being asked what was being said in the private channel. I didn’t wanna say bc I didn’t wanna betray the trust of those in the server even though I knew the word wouldn’t get around, tho I was willing to tell my crush, but I just said that bc there was another person in call who I didn’t feel comfortable revealing the information to. When that other person left, we went to a private call with my crush and told him I was just saying that ai wouldn’t reveal the private channel conversation bc of the other person and then they were like oh, what did it say and they started asking for me to read the conversation (not demanding) just asking. I don't know why I felt guilty and said I rather not even if I just said otherwise and my crush said oh its ok. Like he didn’t push me to say anything he said “its okay I understand” when I took back the decision of reading the chat after he started asking me to read it to him. I don't know why but it kinda bothered me the way he automatically said oh read it or wanted to know as soon as I gave green light, but again, he understood when I took it back and said never-mind. Am I overthinking this or does this make him a snoopy person? It was literally nothing but I just want to know if I’m overthinking or something?
Am I overthinking this?
