I feel like my boyfriend doesn’t enjoy being with me anymore?

Anonymous
my boyfriend and i have been together for 9 years. it hasn’t always been easy. most of our problems stems from social media. he used to follow bikini girls, like their pictures and DM a handful of them complimenting them. i was so upset and so heart broken that i put up a wall as soon as i found out. i stopped being nice to him and started giving him a hard time about everything and attitude towards him too. i asked him why he did it and he said he didn’t know who he had in front of him, that he’s sorry, and he’s going to change and not do it again. i want to believe him but I don't know if i should. bc when i did trust and believed him, i got lied to and said he’s not doing anything. anyway, i’m noticing that he’s not enjoying my company as much as he used to. he’s also an angry drunk and is horrible to deal with. when he gets drunk i’ll give him a hard time the next day. so little by little i’m noticing he doesn’t want to deal with me anymore. it kinda makes me sad, however, i also hated that he did all this to me.
I feel like my boyfriend doesn’t enjoy being with me anymore?
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