Do he love me or was it just for physical?

My friend earlier who is now my boyfriend asked me if we can kiss. I was hesitant but I nodded for his happiness. He kissed me and touched my thighs and waist and hugged me too tightly. Now he isn't contacting me properly.. I am regretting as it was my 1st. How should I deny him if he ask next time? Does he got what he want that's why he is not contacting?

Do he love me or was it just for physical?
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