I get turned on by myself on being masculine. What does that mean?

I feel so manly. I have a job where I have power and I love being an a**hole to people. I will shout at them “don’t talk whenever I am talking!”

I get turned on by it. I love being manly. I love taking control. I love putting a girl in her place and just dominating over her.
I get turned on by myself on being masculine. What does that mean?
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