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How do I get over this embarrassing incident at work?

I want to cruel in the corner and die. There's this guy at my work called Nathan he's a little older than me and moved from east London after a bad break up and started at my work.

When I first met nathan he fell over in front of me and I helped him up. It's very obvious nathan has a massive crush on me even though I'm married and it's never gonna happen. He's very clumsy and awkward around me but makes a big effort to chat to me.

I'm not gonna be a bitch to him, he's never overstepped or been disrespectful and it's very lonely and boring at work so it makes the day go faster when I have someone to talk to.

Today nathan was talking to me. I bent down whilst we were chatting to get a box off a pallet to pick to a cage. My work is very crowded and there's not much room to move around so when I got back up I accidentally banged my buttt into Nathan's. groin area.

We kept saying"oh my God, I'm so sorry" to each other and panicking. He ran off and hid behind his pallet. I thought I'd just pretend it didn't happen so tried to carry on the conversation but I feel so embarrassed.

I told my husband and my girlfriends and they all found my misfortune very funny before anyone tries to tell me I did it deliberately and I'm a terrible wife for a embarrassing accident.

Nathan is not for me he's not very bright and still live with his dad in his 30s and thinks he's a DJ.

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My husband said I probably gave the poor lad a boner and that's why he ran and hid behind his pallet 🙈... I want die I feel disgusting.
How do I get over this embarrassing incident at work?
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