What would be the side effects of not taking risperdol after being dependent on it for 2 years?

My dad is forcing me to take medication because he is an atheist who hates God and he has concluded that my belief in God is a form of schizophrenia. If I refuse to take the medication, he will kick me out of the house and I will be homeless since I'm a full time student and don't have time to work a job so this is what I do. Every night I pretend to take the medication by straddling the pills between my teeth and then I spit it out when he is not looking. I have not take my medication in 8 days but I have A LOT of trouble falling asleep at night. Most nights I don't fall asleep until 5:00 or 6:00 a. m. and I think it's because my body has become dependent on the medication to help me fall asleep so now that I'm not using it - my body doesn't know how to make me fall asleep at night.
What would be the side effects of not taking risperdol after being dependent on it for 2 years?
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