I don't know what to do anymore? Help?

[Anonymous]

I used to have good grades, I was a dean's lister. I used to do schoolworks ahead of time and finish them days before the deadline. I didn't cut a single class. But this semester, it all changed. Ever since my dad passed away, it feels like I have no more motivation to study. I wouldn't go to school if I don't feel like it anymore. I didn't pass a single project in all classes for the preliminary and mid terms; and I failed all exams too. I've always prayed for my dad to see me become an architect, but unfortunately, he didn't wait. 3 months since his death but I'm still crying every night. I stopped talking to my friends either, and my land lady would ask what's wrong with me. My instructors at school would often remind me of my deteriorating grades. But it seems like I don't care anymore, I am not normally like this and would usually worry about my grades. I don't know what's happening with me. I want to talk to my mom but I don't want her to know that I'm doing bad at school because she's now the only one who is paying all of my expenses. :(
Our final exams are fast approaching and I don't think I could catch up. I even think I'd fail all of my classes. What should I do?

[I_am_repulsive]

Talk to your mom and your friends so that you can vent and tell them what's been happening with you lately. You don't ever want to face this problem alone. I can only imagine what it is to lose a father and it's never easy to mourn and try and get over it. That feelings most likely will remain with you for a long time and you need someone help lighten that burden, someone who can make you feel whole again, and distract you enough so you don't burn yourself out. Don't push away your friends, instead let them in to help you and you also need to talk to your mom because she is probably feeling the same way as you in regards to her job and life itself. I hope you feel better soon and good luck on passing your classes.

[I_am_repulsive]

And I'm so sorry for your loss.

[Zendrya]

I am terribly sorry for you lost but I think you should go see a therapist because they can help you get back on track.