I'm tired of being the fat friend?

Anonymous
Please help me. I'm so sick and tired of being the fat friend. I'm on the verge of tears typing this right now. I'm 5'2 and 150 pounds.
Throughout my life I was always a little chubby but I was known as the funny, fun, bubbly girl. The one that you can have a deep conversation with, have a blast with, the cool friend, always happy and laughing. Guys would gravitate towards me and we would have a great time hanging out. The most interesting conversations, talking about business, to philosophy, to ideas, and even about personal development.
The thing is, then they usually ask me about my hot friend.
Every single time.
All my friends are drop dead gorgeous. Beautiful gals. People would compliment them all the time, right in front of me. One of them admitted that I was like the "Duff."
I felt sick. I hate it so much. I know I'm not ugly just chubby. And also I dress nicely but don't wear makeup or high heels. I look decent but I honestly think it's the extra fat that makes me a total loser.
I need help. I'm sick of being stuck in this hole. I've already started eating healthier. I just want to know why guys just always do this to me. To the ones I like, I'm especially sweet, always caring, listening, motivating them. But in the end I'm just the fat girl. Fat girls don't get happy endings.
I'm tired of being the fat friend?
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