Do you sometumes feel dieting and being petite is exhausting?

I know I do,
I have to eat 1200 calories a day to lose weight... I went to chipotle and got guac and chips.. 700 calories, and went and got ice cream witha friend i hung out with. we walked around for an hour and a half but its hearbreaking i feel so dumb for not asking about the calories.

Its such a pain, 5'2 and 135lb here...1200 a day for a pound a\or 2 a week... the horror. Im gon\ing to exercise hard though i know itll be hard fpr me to eat just 1200.

Short weightloss struggles anyone?
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I had a smoothie, guac and chips, and 2 scoops of ice cream today, and i over ate. I hate everything... feels like i ruined progress.
Do you sometumes feel dieting and being petite is exhausting?
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