Confidence help. Forced to be chubby and Not allowed to lose weight?

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Hi ok so I'm in some major need of any encouraging words, or advise. Ok to start off with, I'm 5'4" and used to weigh 160 lbs. over the last 2 years I've been able to exercise and cut back on my unhealthy lifestyle and I've managed to get down to 130-131lbs. My problem is that my mom (who is overweight), won't let me lose anymore weight or she threatens to take me to the doctor for "anorexia" treatment. But I'm not anorexic and I'm far from underweight. Still my mom insists that I'm too "thin" (I'm actually really thick) I have a lot of chub on my tummy and I feel so fat at this weight. But I honestly can't lose weight (even behind her back) because she actually checks my weight now to make sure I'm not losing anymore! And if I lose even a pound (which would make me 129lbs) she freaks and makes me eat more or drink Boost. I don't want this to sound bad because she's not mean, and I know she's only concerned about me (because she used to be anorexic as a teen) But I guess my question is since I'm kinda forced to stay at this weight how can I increase my confidence and stop feeling fat and gross? Also, I'm 16 now so if I have to stay this weight to appease my mom for now, will I be able to lose this weight when I turn 18?
Confidence help. Forced to be chubby and Not allowed to lose weight?
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