What you guys think my mental health issues are?

[Kyleswanson8400]

Okay, basically I had been diagnosed with two Mental health disorders, an Autism Spectrum Disorder which this was back when I was 14, about to be 15, in 2015, two years after the DSM-V came out and it got rid with all the Autistic disorders like Asperger's, Classic Autism, etc. So instead I was told I have an Autism Spectrum Disorder, otherwise known as ASD, and I also have Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD), basically from what a therapist I used to see a few years back and as well a Psychiatrist that I still see, whose both works for the same clinic, they considered me OCD as with having unwanted thoughts that gave me so much, thoughts of how I had been treated in the past which I founded to be all unpleasant, and even thoughts that makes me happy, some thoughts I'm VERY ANGRY about that I yelled out things and if not taking any Prozac meds, which are the Antidepressants I take, I punched walls, this is sort of self-harming myself as I hit walls till their blood, now also I think I could've been diagnosed with Major Depression, or I might have Bipolar Disorder, as I looked up the symptoms of Bipolar I've seen quite a bit of the symptoms, I do harm myself, by punching walls and a way of having bled in the inside, I'm a struggling alcoholic and I drink to makes me happy, times I don't need alcohol and there's times I considered to use alcohol to coped with my problems, I even stole things before like my mom's beer and my step-dad's liquor and hard seltzers, this and drinking alcohol so much to a higher extent, I've drink 10 beers in one day before, I've drink 7-8 shots of vodka a day, twice or three times or so, drink up to a higher amount within a week, which the highest been 36 shots a week, from one Wednesday to the next Wednesday, and with both of these it's self-harming and risk taking, traits of Bipolar, I also think SO MUCH of delusional thoughts that I think I'm better than most people and I have paranoia and delusion about the government. What you guys say

[IMuser]

It's confusion. You have no fucking idea what you want. You drink to make you happy? It's because you probably have no purpose or things which can make you happy. You self harm yourself because you feel there is something deficient in you and you have no idea what it is. Your childhood issues hold you back? It's because you feel you are helpless just like back then (the concept of learned helplessness)

These issues are tough to deal with and i agree we all need some sort of addiction to cope up with life. My only suggestion to you will be to find a reason to live, something which is more important than pleasure

[Anonymous]

How old is your mother and father? And are they still together?

[Anonymous]

That's for a doctor to determine, so get more opinions.

[kespethdude]

This, here. Another reasonable anon is right.