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Dear Future Spouse

Dear future spouse,

I may not know who you are at the current time but I can already tell you, I love you. I have fallen in love and crashed to the ground. Bleeding and broken, yet I put myself back together again, with or without the help of anyone else. I am a hopeless romantic, as you will soon find out in our future together. I may be annoying sometimes with my constant need for attention, my selflessness; trying to save everyone without bothering to worry about myself, worrying about every little thing and my jealous protection. I know that will be a problem and I am trying to work on it, but as you may or may not know, it is extremely difficult to change a part of your being.

Dear Future Spouse

I would like to make sure you know a few things. I am jealous but it's because I have loved and lost. I love stuffed animals because they make me feel young and safe as I wish I was again. I love the color brown, whether it is light or dark, varying shades of swirls or a solid color that hits you like a brick. Brown is my favorite color not for the way it's "different" and so I can seem like a "hipster". Not at all. Brown is my favorite color for the color of the coffee on early mornings with dull skies, the milk making a small treasure in the mug I grasp in my hands. It's a beautiful color for the way the tree bark is a part of nature, rough and scratchy yet it provides us with something we need to survive, just like you provide me yourself so I may survive. It's beautiful for the squishy mud on a rainy day and the soft dirt that picks up when trucks drive by. But for my absolute favorite reason, brown is my favorite color for the way it can hold deep secrets in eyes yet be so warm, creating an entire new galaxy in something people take for granted.

Dear Future Spouse

You should know I love candy/ice cream and I should never be left unsupervised around candy or coffee...or in general. I am a bit of a child, I act and think like I'm five sometimes but then I act and think as if I'm 100, maybe even the oldest soul I know. I am not Christian and if you love me, that won't be a problem. I know I have my flaws and quirks and problems, but you will too. And since we love each other so much, so strongly, we will not over look these but we will love these flaws because it makes us human.

One other thing to know, I read deeper than what's there. I take everything in an artsy way and I am very emotional. I can create something beautiful in my mind about something a regular person would find mundane, or even idiotic. I am a lot of things and complicated is one of them, but I know for a fact I hold a big heart and an open mind.

Dear Future Spouse

I have one last thing to say before I finish this letter and allow people to read my thoughts, sort of as if this was a diary entry. It may as well be with the way I'm writing but my writing is a diary to me, although not always as directly. I want to get married dressed as our favorite movie/book/show character and after we do, we will dance to the song Tangled Up In You by Staind because of one true, heart felt reason. We will dance to it because no matter what you or I do, or what happens, I will always be tangled up in you. If I'm alone and you're no where to be found, I will still be tangled up in you, not able to break free from this voluntary prison of bondage I allowed you to entrap me in. Whoever you are, I love you.


Love,

Your future wife

Dear Future Spouse

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