Tonight however he told me that he wants to postpone matrimony for another year until he graduates trade school and says that he loves me but he doesn’t feel ready to be married.
I would be lying if I said I’m not pretty heartbroken over it. I’ve been so excited and making plans and my sisters went with me to try on dresses and everything and now it feels like it’s never going to happen. I love him so much and I’m devastated. I can't help but feel a loss of trust but I’m not sure if I should be taking it this way.