Have You Been Having Recurring Dreams?

I cannot believe I’m up so early AGAIN but Im so tired of this recurring ending to my dreams. It always ends where my mouth is full of long whitish pasta noodles which look like parasites but isn't! I keep trying to pull them out of my mouth and its almost never ending, but I often pull them all out in the end. This time I spit them into a bowl and a doc had me walk with her so that she could study it. I didn’t really find out anything but I was surrounded by one of my uncles that I occasionally confide in as well as a few of my favorite male cousins and some former guy friends that I used to trust.

Have You Been Having Recurring Dreams?

This ending has happened at the end of nearly every dream for several days now so I decided to read several dream interpretations and have come across 6.

#1 It could mean I’m accepting something new in life like a new adventure and relationship.
Perhaps this could be referring to this guy I like OR this new job OR wanting to try new foods for once).

Have You Been Having Recurring Dreams?
Have You Been Having Recurring Dreams?

#2 It could mean im threatened by something.
Perhaps this is referring to my moms bullying tactics when it comes to my finances or how she's mentally ruined my little sister OR someone close to my guy like his awful dad or overbearing friend OR even seeing my finances decline this year.

Have You Been Having Recurring Dreams?
Have You Been Having Recurring Dreams?

#3 It could mean I’m not discussing my displeasure with something or not ridding whats not meant for me in life.
Perhaps I’m not sure if its referring to this guy who may not be on the same timeline in terms of future goals OR wanting to steady confront my moms bad behavior OR if its that I’m getting tired of helping this single dad raise his badass kid because he keeps trying to force a romance and wants me as her motherly figure.

Have You Been Having Recurring Dreams?

#4 It could mean i was fed lies as a kid and am having a hard time facing it.

Have You Been Having Recurring Dreams?

#5 It could mean I haven't said enough. Perhaps this is referring to me holding back with telling my mom how fcked up she is OR for feeling ready to tell this guy the three words.

Have You Been Having Recurring Dreams?

#6 It could also mean I've said too much and my mouth is full so as to stop me from talking before I say the wrong thing.
Perhaps this is referring to going in to far on my mom OR being afraid to tell the guy how much I’ve fallen because I don’t want to move too fast, scare him away though, nor self sabotage. We’ve been talking for like 2 months and he's shown he feels mutual for the most part. I've wanted to say the three words for the past few nights but I keep holding back because I’m unsure if its too soon AND I have been doubting my ability to commit to one guy or perhaps the wrong guy. So I keep pushing back on becoming official.

Have You Been Having Recurring Dreams?

I’m truly unsure of what is happening here but I just wonder if anyone else has been having recurring dreams lately, whether it be similar to the above or totally different. Since I’ve met this guy, I was having constant nightmares of animal attacks nearly every night for the first month. But this second month has just been normal dreams however with stuffed mouth endings. He has been what I’d like to consider the most consistent genuine sweet caring guy I’ve been on the verge of a relationship with in a long time. Yet I do question his motives sometimes like does he just want to lose his virginity… At the same time, I don’t feel deserving of him because I don’t know if I can commit.

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Have You Been Having Recurring Dreams?
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