Who else feels like complete and utter trash right now?

[DesiUwU]

so i'm hurting

bad

dunno why

i just feel so alone, like, who cares?

I don't want someone from GAG checkin up on me

i want somebody i know who i THINK cares about me who i know is REAL

not sure i even want to talk about it

i feel so ashamed of myself right now, and everything hurts

[lightbulb27]

I have some headache from wrong food... but I'm ok otherwise, better than usual.

beyond that, sorry to hear. relationships, love, peace, intimacy, connection... all that is challenging sometimes. Life has ups and downs, the downs... lead to better days!

Find peace within yourself and with almighty God. Find Jesus in your heart. The other person you don't control.

[TheSpaceGnome]

I can relate to the needs, but not the self depreciation feeling.

One person's trash is another's treasure, Id rather be trash to the ones I see as trash, and treasure to the ones I see as treasure. Even if it means being quite lonely and discarded for a long time.

[Anemone978]

Don't hate on yourself, you aren't alone... this feeling shall pass too.
Play video games or watch something you would like.. eat candies, go for a walk.
Text a friend tell them to get their ass at your house now! lol

[Msputiton]

It shouldn't matter who cares, but that people care about you.

Having people in your life who don't care is rough.

But sometimes we focus on the love and support of the wrong people.

[Guanfei]

Me. I'm basically the representation of a loser. Been a while, I'm feeling empty, lonely, and dead inside.
Don't know what happened to you, but I know how you feel.
You said you don't want to talk to anyone online. So I'm not proposing you to come and talk. But know that, if you change your mind, you still have that option, anytime.

[DesiUwU]

thank you kind sir

[Guanfei]

You're welcome. Take care of you.

[BeMuse]

I feel good. I ha a light day of work that ended early. I ate some home made sauerkraut at lunch that I made 3 weeks ago and it just finished today. It was good and the foods I ferment at home always seem to give me an energy boost.

[Paul_in_Indy]

If you don’t want to talk about it, that’s OK. We understand.

Just know you are not alone and that those of us who have seen a little bit of you here think you have value.

[jshm2]

You're just a bit depressed, is all, nothing to worry about.

Just spend more time with friends and watch better things like comedies.

[call_me_scar]

Sorry to hear that girl. I don't feel like trash but do feel pretty lonely/empty. We're make it through it just face the pain on for a bit and control whatever thoughts make you sad in the long run

[AngryCarl2]

Of course you know, how you feel doesn't reflect external reality. The world doesn't suck any more today than it did yesterday.

[DesiUwU]

no shit sherlock

[Agape93]

Depends on the day, but usually yeah to varying degrees

[Chad345]

I know how you feel. Ditto here. I'm sorry you're hurting. That sucks.

[Jamie05rhs]

Oh no! What's wrong? 😰. I care about you, my friend. Please let me know if there's anything I can do.

[NostalgiaSenpi]

I often don't want to be alive. I don't feel as though there's anything left in life for me to do that I'm capable of.

[driven159]

get out a do stuff that is fun, so you feel better about things

[DesiUwU]

i've tried
i thought experiences and items and food would make me feel better, but it hasn't

[driven159]

find people to talk to online their good people out there just need to find the real ones

[driven159]

And God does not make trash write that down and read it all day

[Shamalien]

Sometimes an online friend is better than no friend

[SnowedIn]

Really sorry you're hurting. 😥

[The_Shadow_Dweller]

Don't get FOMO! I am also with you lol!

[gorydetails]

Don't you have parents? Call them.

[DesiUwU]

my parents literally do not give an absolute shit
i tried telling my mom and she brushed me off AGAIN, calling me "dramatic"

[gorydetails]

Siblings? Aunts? Uncles? Grandparents? Friends? School counselors? Someone out of that group should be able to talk do you.

[DesiUwU]

you would think...

[gorydetails]

I know. Unless you just want to be miserable, there's someone for you to talk to.

[DesiUwU]

not everyone is close to their families
doesn't help that i'm adopted and everything i say is gonna end up back to my mother

[gorydetails]

So start mending those relationships with your family, and in the meantime go see a school counselor.

[DesiUwU]

can't, would if i could

[gorydetails]

Why can't you?

[Paulychicagoluv]

Absolutely do right now

[Jmmmfi4]

I really really do

[DesiUwU]

*hugs* thanks for not giving me advice for things i've tried and just being honest

[Sabretooth]

been barely alive for years...

[ThomasDavid1989]

Thanks?