Why do I feel dull empty in life?

Anonymous

is this normal or am I only person that feels this?

I Desiré move out in few months as I’m bored of my current apt. I want a more private place as I live in the owners backyard with her family. I have no kitchen & no windows , even tho I have bathroom & walk in closet & beautifl home, I need move to a bigger better place to cook too. I want bright white walls.

I have baby fever too & wish I can live one day with boyfriend. I’ll be 26 & it’s tiring living alone. I’m a women I need a man take care of me.
I have no sales in my busines so I’m empty bored a lot of free time & want be busy packing orders all day.

boyfriend visits me weekly & brings me money or food, snacks, gifts, helps me fix stuff in my apt. But he leaves right away to work all day & to save money. 😔

I have urge to shop spend money from Bordom everyday & from being lonely. All I do is clean or see movies.

but shopping doesn’t make me happy & fix the issue.

I had bad luck and neevr got married. Only my whole family got married except for me. So I feel empty unhappy in life. 😔

I have no siblings no cousins. Only supportive perosn is my boyfriend that’s it or dad. Sometimes mom.
I don’t spend holdiays or parties with a guys family every week dressing up. I’m just home alone or at job or on date with boyfriend that’s it. All girls in family have no friends just with husband or bfs at parties holdiays or with kids. Planning bdays or planning vacay with kids n mother n sister in. laws etc.

Why do I feel dull empty in life?
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