is me calling 911 a coping mechanism?
I keep doing it and I know it wrong. I do it when I am up sit or when I think I committed a crime. I also did it to try help someone I know but they do not want help or cop by them.
Also I did it when I quit my job and my boss start yelling at me and say how he could not give it back to me. I do it all the time.
I do it when my family fighting and my sister yelling. I do not have the money to more out or a place to go. the cops and my doc thing I am crazy and I have some sort of mental illness I think depression.
Maybe I also need to more out My sister get mad cause my dad dose not like her in my room and she get up set all the time maybe she have a mental illness. But she dose not get in trouble. all my family have anger issues and I just not dealing with it the right way.
every one in my home dose not want up set each other and I wish we where more open. The fear of not have a job and being able to live on my own is also real and depressing. Also I think about end my life sometime cause of the people I hurt or not have a job or money.
My sis thing all the thing are her fault she get up sit a lot when thing do not go her way sometime it make me mad. But I try stay out of it and I am ok most of the time.
Do you think I should more out on my own so I do not up set anyone?
I think so.
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