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Are you a softie, when it comes to killing almost anything, with the exception of flies or other insects?

I have had a somewhat long term problem with pocket gophers really riddling my lawn and flower garden with holes, huge piles of dirt from the tunnels they dig, much like in Caddy Shack. I tied everything to discourage the little bastard, using 'high frequency noise makers' in the ground, flooding their tunnels with the garden hose. even my gardener using 'smoke' to discourage them from their digging damages.

I finally lost patience when he dug under the sidewalk and into my parkway - (called the 'devils strip" back east) He had completely riddled my parkway grass and there seemed to be no end in sight and I continued to be shoveling up several pounds of dirt that he/she had dug up and left above ground.

Against my environmentalist beliefs, I bought a gopher-hawk from Amazon, and set it in the grass into a tunnel I found after probing the ground. Within 40 minutes the trap "sprung" and I was too cowardly to go out and pull the creature out of the ground. I called a lady locally who has a side business doing this and she has a business called The Gophernator" and she said to just 'dig him out with a shovel" I tried, but found the creature was still alive and trying to escape the trap, which he eventually did and supposedly according to my friend, was so badly injured, that he would die under ground, ... in agony.

I now find myself, depressed and was at one point in tears, for having this creature, and for that matter ANY creature, injured and dying in pain. I feel like shit. I did not know what else to do, as I had tried everything !

I could no more do that than injure my pet, terribly and have them crawl under the bed and die in agony.

Has anyone else experienced such trauma over something like this?

Are you a softie, when it comes to killing almost anything, with the exception of flies or other insects?
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