Why I Decided to Forgive You for All the Hurt You Caused Me

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Why I Decided to Forgive You for All the Hurt You Caused Me

Did I make a mistake to forgive you for all the hurt you caused me? Let’s be real here, you don’t deserve my forgiveness or trust after what you did to me. I could never forget what you did to me; it hurts me so much that I believed all the words and promises you told me you would never go back on or break. You didn’t even care about me and my well-being, you cared more about yourself. I can’t bring myself to hate you or even pretend that you never existed because you want to know why? It’s because how can I hate someone who I once loved. To the hell with it, how can I even pretend you never existed when you existed in my heart? I want to look into your eyes and see them plead for my forgiveness, beg me to not hate them and remind me one last time you never intended to hurt me but I can’t. The damage has been done and it looks like all I can do is move on. In my heart, I already have so much hate for people who have done much more badly than you. All you did was broke my heart in half, It will heal because I know it will. I won’t lose an ounce of sleep over you or think that you ruined my life. I have a bright future ahead of me and I will not let you cause me anymore pain than you already did. So I can tell you now, I forgive you for what you did to me because we are young and stupid for all the reasons, including me. The saying goes “forgive never forget” and you, I wished I could forget.

Why I Decided to Forgive You for All the Hurt You Caused Me
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