Well the other day I was worrying about his ex and I wondered if he ever looks her up and stuff, but I didn't want to bother him and so I decided to just go check for myself.
He hadn't searched her.
I felt really badly for going on there though. I think it's more the lack of trust that I showed by doing that, not the fact that I got on there.
So, I confessed to him that I did that. And he said that he wished that I wouldn't have worried. And he wished that I would have just called him. And that sort of thing, but he didn't mind that I got on there. He said I can do that any time that I want and he doesn't care, because he's not hiding anything.
I trusted him.
But just today I was borrowing his phone (he let me use it and knew exactly what I was doing; mine died) and when I went on his FaceBook to quickly check on an event time that we both had to go to, I realized that he had cleared all of his search history.
I haven't mentioned anything because I don't want to show an even FURTHER lack of trust.. But if he doesn't care, wasn't upset at me about it, and has nothing to hide, why did he clear his search history?
I realize I made a mistake by going on there in the first place. I let my insecurities get the best of me, which was wrong. I don't need to be told that. I know he loves me and that he chooses to stay with me, it was silly. This time I'm trying not to worry about it, but I want your thoughts. Is it that I snooped in the first place and he doesn't want me to worry? Or is it that he did search someone/something up that he knows I wouldn't like?
Sorry. I am tired and totally overthinking this.
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I clear my history on things all the time. It's not because I am trying to hide anything from people. I wouldn't overthink it. He hasn't done anything that would prompt you to lose your trust in him, so I wouldn't go starting up something that you can't finish. You should really work on your trust issues, though. You confronted him. He told you that he didn't do anything and that he wanted you to talk it out with him, but then you continued to check in on him because of your insecurities. If you can't trust him, then what is the point of a relationship. Trust is so important. You really need to trust him or work on trusting him because if you can't get past your insecurities then you shouldn't be in a relationship.