How do I stop trying to find love and love myself?

[Anonymous]

I see escorts, I go to strip clubs and I even go to the gym but I still aren't happy. I feel like I need love, compassion and just that special someone in my life. I lost my mom, I lost my dad and me and my family have been distant. I use to hug my mom every single day and now that that's gone I feel it, I feel the scarcity of love and I feel like I'm not important to anyone but I don't know how to heal other than going to clubs or taking prostitutes.

[Avicenna]

Develop healthy relationships, also platonic ones