Curious case of the ex boyfriend?

Anonymous
My first ex and I had a rocky ending. Everything was great during the relationship but after we broke up, things kind of got rocky. Sometimes we’d talk like we never broke up (not really flirting but like really close friends) despite the fact that he wanted to have casual sex with me

that whole thing took its course and I etoooed talking to him in January after New Years. Once I stopped texting him, he viewed a few more of my Snapchat’s and then stoooed viewing them. In March I came home for quarantine and posted some text messages on Snapchat between me and my cousin saying “I love you” and I guess he must’ve saw that through the thumbnail cause he randomly viewed it. That was the first thing he’s viewed in months and plus I posted a random pic of something right after and he didn’t see that

so what was the purpose of him looking at the text convo? My emotions towards him are soo bipolar. Once second I’m over him just because we haven’t talked but in the back of my mind I know I’m not and really wish I woww texting him like the last few days I’ve thought about how it would feel to even text him and check in and try to build something. What do you think. Like I said were both gonna be home for a longgg time and I really wanna see how things are going with him. I don’t think he’s in anything serious and before you judge, there’s women who have been cheated on and people still say it’s ok to tale their ex back. The worst he’s said to me was to have casual sex. I don't know I have respect for myself but I still rlly care for him.
Curious case of the ex boyfriend?
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