I dont remember my first kiss with my boyfriend and I feel horrible especially now that he kind of brought up the experience we shared at that time. I can see he remembers it clearly, and long story short it was obvious that im not sure at all of what happened. I can think of two dates we had and our first kissed happened on either of those two. we've been together for a year, and aside from having a really bad time remembering things, I wasn't completely sober on both of those dates I mentioned above. so yeah, im definitely not sure. I know where it might've happened though. nvm I just feel bad and wanted to let it out. I've been sober for a year so i remember my memories with him since then lol.
anyway I can tell he suspects I dont remember it and I think I made him feel bad. he didn't directly ask me if I dont remember it though.
and I dont plan on telling him either