Did you forget the chilhood sweetheart?

[corejjx]

Tonight, im laying my bed and thinking ( iam actually overthinker person) Can you forget guys/girls a person who you loves (not just chilhood also teenager etc.)? (Im indeed still remember her id xD)

[Graci_e]

Well I’m only 16 but there’s this guy I don’t think I’ll ever forget.

He was the sweetest, most caring, loving, romantic, protective thing in the world. He treated me so nicely and he was always so gentle and loving with me.

It was kinda like a movie. We’d play outside on the street late at night. One time I stole his ball off him and ran off, and he picked me up upside down and spun me around until I dropped it. It was cute.

He’d kiss me mid sentence, pepper kisses over my face, pick me up and spin me around, etc.. We used to make out a lot too - in the park at night, his room, the garage, his brothers room (once), etc.. And it was always really romantic. He’d hold my face, kiss my face, run his finger over my lip, tell me I’m beautiful (which I’d giggle and say ‘you’re beautiful’ back), etc.

One night we were walking back from the oval near his house and I told him that I walked home alone at night the other day, and he told me I shouldn’t do that because it’s dangerous. His face scrunched up in that little concerned look he did. His facial expressions were always so adorable.

I loved watching him watch movies. He’d be taking to me mid sentence and then get distracted by the tv and watch it with this cute grin on his face. He was the cutest. He’d look so engrossed.

He was protective too. A guy was being super rough with me one day so he pulled me aside to make sure I was okay and to ask if he always did that. He did. So every time that guy was rough with me, he’d pull him up on it.

But something changed and he became super confused and hurt in life. I don’t know what it was and I don’t know if he knew either. He started struggling and one night when I came over, he pretty much told me he had to think about a few things.

He held me while I cried for ages and wiped all my tears and mascara away with his jumper. I kinda hope the mascara stained, so when he looks at it he thinks of me. But I dunno.

After that it was pretty much over. He looked so sad and hurt to make so sad and hurt. It was heartbreaking and I don’t think I’ll ever forget him. It’s been two years and I still miss him sometimes.

Our mums are best friends and she was showing me photos of him today dressed up in a suit for a school thing. He looked so handsome and it made me kinda sad. He was being all dorky and silly in the photo, like usual, and it kinda warmed my heart up.

[corejjx]

Im so sorry about the hear that but just believe me, you will never forget him but the pain will decrase more and more with respec to time.

[Graci_e]

Thank you :))

[Blackcosmo]

You both were so sweet and I'm sorry to hear that things didn't work out. I hope you're feeling better.

[Graci_e]

@Blackcosmo Yeah I do feel much better but sometimes I miss him. Thank you :)

[Blackcosmo]

That's good to hear. Your welcome.

[Graci_e]

@Blackcosmo 😊

[Snsl153]

No :'(
I'll never forget.

[corejjx]

:( maybe one day man I don't know

[nisnaia]

For the most part.
Took me a few years tbh.

[corejjx]

I want to be like you sir, emotionality is really such a bad thing...

[nisnaia]

It can be rough man.
How long has it been?

[corejjx]

Well, it depends. Its a shame a person as me because i always try to be gentle all of my girlfriend but you know sometimes its just happens. Actually i remember all of them but one of them is really hard to forget it cuz she haven't seems like what she seen now. Its hard to explain..