My godmother refuses to speak with me after I told her I can't continue the masters in a certain country?

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So last year I got a full ride to study the master of choice in a certain country (not saying names for the sake of privacy) I am currently located in the EU where I did my bachelor's, and the prerequisite of this scholarship was to learn the language first year then do the two years master.

I wasn't sure about moving to this country from the beginning but my family encouraged me to try out the opportunity and not to let it go. So I went, first I lived in an all girls dorm (everything is paid for) but the rules and regulations there were ridiculous (I'm 25) they would not let us go outside after 8:30 pm and if we were to stay somewhere else during the weekend we had to sign a form and get it approved by the head of the dorm, no guests allowed, no food in the room and every night they did head checks and if i was sleeping then they'd call me continuously like 3/4 times on my phone. So I gtfo of the there. I'm not a religious person and I indulge in the sweet things in life, my mother and godmother are but they respect my choices as I respect their beliefs.

After moving to an apartment, I lived with two adult women who weren't religious but due to their cultural aspects were opposed to drinking and men and were mainly family focused. I never hung out in the living room and basically stayed inside my room 24/7. they invited their family over to the place for 3 months and when I mentioned my friend would come to stay with me they kicked me out of the house (even with a signed contract)

My language centre was a bust, I was constantly harassed by men (sexually) and taken advantage of in terms of pricing for being a foreigner, the women didn't like me cos I am a good looking individual and would often treat me badly like I'm a threat.

Finally I gave up and moved back to the EU (I'm not from here) and am now trying to find a job and eventually make enough to pay for my own masters. My godmother has not spoken to me since the day I decided to move back

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She says I do not care for her opinion and do not respect her efforts to get me an education (she pays my rent) and says that I am taking advantage of her for material things whereas I love this woman and I would never be anywhere near I am without her, it's breaking my heart because she refuses to speak to me and believes I use her, this woman has saved me multiple times from a very tough childhood and abusive father, I owe her everything that I am. I can't bear the thought of her not speaking.
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She has been to this country multiple times and loves it there, but living is not the same as vacationing and also she is 60 years old and her experience socially is completely different from mine.
My godmother refuses to speak with me after I told her I can't continue the masters in a certain country?
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