Help I think I'm starting to like girls but I'm Catholic?

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Hi I am a 15 year old girl. My whole life, and I mean my WHOLE entire life, men haven't noticed me or liked me. No guy has ever liked me, no guy has ever flirted with me, gave me a double look or even said hi to me.(expect for family members, and I'm serious) I am completely invisible to men, and this has made me to almost completely lose interest in them. They won't even look at me once. And everytime I like a guy they always like my sister. I've been heartbroken many times.

But women, women have always been there for me, they've always been nice to me, said hi, asked me questions, cared for me when I'm down, complimented me and so on. I don't know what's wrong with me but I'm starting to become very drawn to women. I don't know if it's emotional or sexual. I've always been straight, but I'm not sure if I am anymore. The problem is that I am Catholic, this is a sin and I don't know what to do about it. I want to stay Catholic, but I can't like girls. What should I do? (Other catholics, please give me advice and pray for me because I am lost)

This girl, she's so nice to me. She looks like a lesbian or something else, and she's really pretty as well. She has complimented me, she always says hi to me and everytime she sees me she smiles at me so big and she even says bye to me. No one else does that, not any other man or woman, she is the only one. I feel more and more drawn to her. Please help! Because normally I don't like girls at all in that way, but I am very confused about my feelings for this girl.

I also feel like to men I'm not good enough. Men expect you to be beautiful, you need to have hymen intact, you need to be perfect basically as from what I see it but women literally accept me even if I have flaws. Like I said men won't even look at me, and it's been like that my whole life, but women do.

I just get drawn to anyone who gives me attention, especially if they smile at me. I never get and got attention so whenever I do I fall in love.

Help I think I'm starting to like girls but I'm Catholic?
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