What is a first love?

I don't really understand what it is. Can you have a first love without being in a relationship?

I had a huge crush on a guy when I was 13. He was 17 at the time. I would talk to him everyday for hours, and I thought about him day and night, everything reminded me of him, I fell in love with him for every text he sent, I thought he was literally perfect personality and looks wise. I would imagine a future with him. Us getting married, having children, being in love, cuddling, I would imagine being his house wife and I would imagine us being old together and die together. I also talked about him to everyone I knew, and I wrote all about him in my diary. I also collected pictures of him, and started at his pictures for hours. I think I liked him for 11 months, but yeah he didn't like me in that way. I ner had a relationship with him, never kissed him or anything.

Was it my first love or not? Or is a first love the first person you have a relationship with?

What is a first love?
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