Am I such a needy person (details) ?

I have always been in the deep frustration with my love issues and my failed past experiences before so I do always feel myself pretty sad and lonely for not having been in the serious relationship. I met a girl today by a reason of her nice pet dog and I played with the dog then asked some questions about her dog, however I couldn't close up to her and ask for her phone or instagram because she was a bit unlikely to give me at the first sight. Now I am currently having psychological torment and feeling so regretful for not getting her closed during the conversation. Besides, I had the some feelings before, I do always expect sokething from every woman whom I met.. Do all these make me a needy person for a love? I am a bit shy guy but always looking for a real love.

Am I such a needy person (details) ?
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