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My fiancée & I wanted kids, but I found out that I can’t have them. He said he wants to be with me, but I feel like he deserves more. What do I do?

I am 38-years-old. I was sexually assaulted a few years ago and my assailant gave me STIs/STDs that lead me to having pelvic inflammatory disease that affected my fallopian tubes. I also have low egg count and am in perimenopause. I will hit early menopause around 40. I just found out that my chances for conception given my medical history are less than 1% and as low as 5-10% if I did IVF. My fiancée and I always wanted kids and I told him that the OBGYN told me that my egg quality was bad and that I should not try to conceive due to this. He said that he still loves me and wants to be with me regardless. In the back of my head though, I feel like he deserves better. I am ten years older than him and I feel like maybe he should be with someone younger so that he can have his full dream of a wife and kids. I love him so much and life without him as my partner makes me so sad, but I know how badly he wanted to have his own biological kids. I don’t want to ruin his chances or have him feel bad down the road for choosing me. He says that he wants no one else and doesn’t want to use someone else’s eggs to have his own biological child, but I still feel bad. I don’t know what to do or what to think. Please help.

My fiancée & I wanted kids, but I found out that I can’t have them. He said he wants to be with me, but I feel like he deserves more. What do I do?
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